I did not sleep at all last night because there was too many thoughts that are going around my mind. I keep thinking about my academic plans, scholarships, financial security, career opportunities, college, and classes. I feel like there are so many things to think about that I can’t go to sleep until I finish it. I started applying to some scholarships–most are writing related. That may sound productive but I wonder if it means that I’m being manic or being insomniac? I’ve been not sleeping every once in a while during the break and I cannot stop.
Oh! I also did some research about genetics major in the United States because I have been considering it lately. Apparently, there are few genetics undergraduate major in the United States, unless I major it at one of the European or Canadian universities. So the major that is related to genetics is molecular genetics/biology. Anyway! I got off track again.
Quite frankly, I feel overwhelmed. I’m not sure how I will handle it. I must admit that I feel like giving up and settling a minimum-wage job, but I know that I deserve better than that.
Any words of constructive criticism or wisdom?